Thursday, August 18, 2005

At A Loss

I'm at a loss for words right now. I keep thinking, I need to update my blog, but I have no idea what to say.

I don't know that I've ever felt so confused in so many different areas of my life. I think we all have ideas in our heads of what our futures will hold. I have a feeling God is about to turn all of that upside down for me.

All I can say right now, to those of you that are still reading this and haven't become completely bored with me yet, please keep me in your prayers. I believe that this is a time in my life where a lot of seemingly small decisions I am making and will be making could have huge ramifications.

Being transparent here... Probably my most frequent gut-level prayer right now is, "Lord, I'm scared."

Thanks for your prayers!

1 comment:

Brian said...

Remember we are praying for you and believe in you. As Erwin McManus has pointed out, "courage" and "Holy Spirit" are sometimes the same word in the OT. Interesting, do we need more courage or more of God's Spirit? I'm praying for more of both for you as you "trust" in this time of mirkiness.